[ Elliot actually snorts out a laugh at his phone, it's a bitter little thing, lacking any real mirth. Leave it to Maxwell to make him simultaneously feel less lonely and yet somehow so much lonelier at the same time.
He ignores the question because he doesn't think he'd be able to continue his story over the phone, he hasn't got the stones for it, he thinks. ]
It was after I found who killed my brother. It was weird, I don't really know how to describe it; one moment I was alive and the next everything was completely hollow.
I got home and tried to kill myself because I was certain that I wouldn't see him again. That I'd be alone. That that feeling, this feeling would never go away. I woke up in the hospital with a fuckton of stitches in my bloody wrist and Ez asleep by my bed. I just kept thinking how shite it was, y'know? I kept thinking if I hadn't cut so deep I wouldn't have been too shaky to cut the other, I wouldn't have lost too much blood and passed out, I might've been with him. But then I would've never met you.
eurgh. also maxwelliot the ship that sails itself xx
He ignores the question because he doesn't think he'd be able to continue his story over the phone, he hasn't got the stones for it, he thinks. ]
It was after I found who killed my brother. It was weird, I don't really know how to describe it; one moment I was alive and the next everything was completely hollow.
I got home and tried to kill myself because I was certain that I wouldn't see him again. That I'd be alone. That that feeling, this feeling would never go away. I woke up in the hospital with a fuckton of stitches in my bloody wrist and Ez asleep by my bed. I just kept thinking how shite it was, y'know? I kept thinking if I hadn't cut so deep I wouldn't have been too shaky to cut the other, I wouldn't have lost too much blood and passed out, I might've been with him. But then I would've never met you.