burnination | Eudio IC Inbox; un: maximoose

it's kinda weird though? i feel like i'm going deaf.

everything's quiet. its not bad but idk

unsettling. i almost don't like it.

[ then again, max has never really liked the quiet for lot of reasons. not this kind of quiet.

but that's still just 'almost' ]

[ it's the kind of quiet that's unnerving, like when it's late at night and even the wind isn't rattling the windows - a near-absolute silence where only your breathing makes noise.

it's creepy. ]

it's what we asked for, though right?

i mean not specifically, but

i never thought i'd be missing it. wow.

something like that.

[ honestly, he asked for a power that would let him keep the others safe, but he hasn't actually told that to any of them as of yet. doesn't really plan to. ]

but yeah, same. even an annoying thing leaves a blank space when it's gone, i guess.

[ he wonders if tris felt like this. granted, angels probably weren't as obnoxious to listen to as demons. ]

been wearing headphones a lot [ which is max-talk for "i don't like it, it bothers me, i don't want to think about it bothering me, i'm going to fill it in with something loud" ]

[ he guesses that max can himself guess what he'd asked for himself, but he's not bringing it up first, either. ]

if it was like this everyday for tris i feel really bad.

[ sometimes he'd make fun of it, the whole disconnection thing. nothing too mean-spirited, but it happened. looking back on it he realizes what an asshole move that was. ]

Edited 2015-11-29 04:48 (UTC)

we could get speakers and blast white snake. or any death metal.

same. hope he gets it back fast here. [ because lbr, that's definitely what tris asked for. he did 4 years into priesthood for this shit, there's no way he asked for anything else. that wasn't 'marco never goes back to hell'.

but, yeah. max is pretty sure that was marco's already. ]